Stares

It is more than a month after the start of these new School Year,and I've been dyin' to write somethin' about it but hasn't had the time to do so. This is another year of chances and oppurtunities, trials and euberance, to meet new al\nd old friends. It has been good to know that I am still with my friends, plus the fact that I am still in the course that I like. I am excited yet uncertain due to the fact that I have this responsibility to perform through this challenge,and prove others wrong. Uncertain coz of people that always will try to bring me down in whatever I do, Things that will drag me down, and circumstances that wont permit me to go up.

I've taken part in school activities, mingled with people whom I never thought I would have had, befriended new people, and I'm sure raised a few eyebrows. And there's those "stares", call me paranoid or whatever, but I hate some of those stares that some in class throw at me. They see me as the recon guy, the guy who is still here due to pity and nothin' else. A friend told me that even in the basketball try outs, it was evident to him that some don't want me in and I dont know who or why. There's no need to point fingers at me, I feel them, and I dont like it, but i dont care. I'm here with renewed pssion to study and strive for excellence, to proove that I am what I want me to be.

I never thought of me as a person that needs to impress "all", no need. If I do that I will be the great example of Failure. No one can satisfy everyone. I know that not all will be happy for me but what the hell. who are they, I dont give a crap.
The only important thing for me is that I have my family to supprot me and help me, my friends that is always there (Go PUBES!!! :)) and the guidance of Our Almighty Father. With that I am strong, I am defended, I will sure to survive, I am a better person.



"Those who thinks they know me should think like the poeple who knows me."