In Case You're Wondering

I'm looking up the sky,
pondering the words that you said,
feeling deeply scarred,
and I cant even fake a smile.

It was so great,
that night that we shared,
under the moonlit horizon,
looking at stars in the clear night sky.

I will never forget that instance,
when I had the guts to speak up,
voiced out what I keep so deep,
and I thought I had a chance to keep.

A weeks time had passed after that,
I tried to reach you but got no reply,
tried to let you feel how I feel,
but you seemed to be so far away.

People around me doesnt have a clue,
not even friends that are so close to me,
and they often ask, why you,
I would just say, why not you.

Still, I waited and hoped.
for a just chance that I would die for,
to prove how deeply I've fallen,
but things never seem to go my way.

OUt of the blue you confessed a thing,
a thing which I didn't even ask from you,
it stopped me from thinking,
thinking I have a shot with you or something.

For people that I know, it seemed so fast,
and to you it seemed even a lot faster,
I beg for forgiveness if you felt that way,
but for me it seemed longer than eternity.

If I could turn back the hands of time,
if I would be given another chance,
I'll more than gladly do it again,
if given the feeling to feel like that again,
I will repeat it over and over again...